Better Off Alone

 

Lately I found myself not talking to certain people or certain groups anymore or just not opening up myself much anymore due to all the times I've been hurt
taken out of context 
or told my opinions or feelings were wrong 
my rejection sensitivity and trust issues are so bad to the point where I just don't feel like bothering making new friends or be in new groups as much that I rather just be in the background and not say or do anything it hurts being like this
I wish I could wear my heart on my sleeve and being isolated makes me feel lonely and sad 
but to be blunt 
I'm better off this way
I'm better off safe in my own bubble only with a few close friends and my partner and family cause idiots and dumbasses online and irl I'm getting sick of their bs 
and I much rather just observe and laugh at them from a distant especially on 4chan in certian threads I browse related to my interests (fuck /b/ and /pol/ though I avoid those like the plauge) 


I'm sick of annoying others and I am sick of others annoying me 

I'm fucking done 
and feel I'm better off alone 

I'm happy to still express what I enjoy and support or rant at times on these blogs at least or in my streams and videos  

but other then I'm done getting hurt
and I'm done unintentionally hurting others 

theres nothing anyone can say to change my mind that I'm better off alone and better in my own bubble where its safe 

its for the best 

Also bothers me a lot that everyone else around me is allowed to get angry or upset but the moment I do its wrong? 

shit just hurts man 
and again nothing anyone can do about it 
Most people (not all) but most people suck ass and its better my bubble is small and safe with only people I care about and trust 

later my dudes 

Nintendo Switch 2 Direct Thoughts

I will be writing my thoughts on the recent switch 2 direct

Which has a lot of exciting stuff and potential but also some concerns and issues 

Let's goo 

First with  

Mario Kart World a brand new Mario Kart game for the switch 2 and HOLY SHIT IT LOOKS AMAZING 

New and old stages

Costume changes which is a nice and a lot of good outfits too 

GRINDING ON RAILS!! 

and you can even play random characters such as the fish

Snowman and the best of all

FUCKING MOO MOO

I think there's also some new power ups too 

As well as a free roam mode which is a mode im really excited about as I love driving and chilling in car stuff and its not always just sweat and racing 

Knock-out tour is defs gonna be filled with sweat and friendship losses lmao 

Photo mode looks super fun too as i love taking photography in games 

I think it will overall have great potential and fun times and I look forward to playing it

Up next the switch 2 features and my thoughts on it  (using my tv cause I'm lazy getting pics lol) 

The game chat option seems silly at first as discord exists and other social media 

HOWEVER it is good for families and really young kids to keep away from bad people online especially groomers and pedos

So I hope Nintendo will be really strict with the game chat stuff 

The Nintendo switch camera im also a bit unsure about it and if if will properly or not though this piranha plant one will be really fucking funny 

And don't get me started on how bad the share screen will lag and be really fucking shit 

So while it's good for families and young kids as I said earlier

And I hope for really good restrictions 

It's gonna lag and be so ass 

Gameshare 

Seems like a good idea and good for those that  don't own the game 

I remember this being done on the ds and 3ds back in the day 

Though online wise it might be very laggy 

Now about the system itself 

The bigger screen looks really nice

And hard to believe it can run up to 1080p and 4k to 120fps that's hard for believe 

The joycon magnets im unsure whether it will work properly or not or could easily break 

My friend chaotic netrual system also brought up how the magnets might not be good for those with pacemakers and hearing aids  hopefully the magnets aren't that big of an issue regarding that but we shall wait and see 

I do like how the sr and sl buttons are bigger now which is good for my tiny hands and fingers 

The mouse controls i was surprised about and I am curious how that will work with certian games 

Two usb c ports seem pretty handy mainly for charging or other controllers

Also surprised about the built in fan 

I'm glad to hear you can still play switch 1 games on the switch 2

With some paid upgrades which I hope is decent prices 

The welcome tour looks fun but I am disappointed you have to pay for it cause at least astros playroom was free

The welcome tour should be a free thing for those who want to understand the console better 

The micro sd express cards while seem like a good idea

It's also really expensive 

I do hope my sonic gamecube controller i can connect to switch 2 and I'll explain why in a bit 

Mario Party jamoree switch 2 edition gives me 360 kinnect vibes with the camera and voice controls 

And I bet it's gonna be really silly 

Drag x drive looks like a fun game to play with the switch 2 controls and good disability rep too 

Another hyrule warriors looks like fun

Always enjoyed those kind of games with a lot of slashy slashy 

It's nice to hear about gamecube games on the switch 2 

And a good legal way for people to play these games 

However i much prefer using an emulator lol 

But hopefully if I do try it out i can still use my sonic gamecube controller

HOLY SHIT A NEW KIRBY AIR RIDERS LOOKS REALLY GOOD AND EXCITING

THAT I CANNOT WAIT TO PLAY!!! 

And last let's talk about the new donkey kong game 

Donkey Kong Bananza 

Which I will say also looks really fun and I love donkey kongs new design and lot 

Overall the switch 2 direct was a lot of fun

Very excited for the new games coming out

And the console as a lot of potential 

I hope to get it on my birthday/Christmas or on April 2026 but will figure out when once I hear how it goes on launch 

The price being 700 to 770 dollars aud is frustrating and games being around 120 aud is also annoying 

 But I'm unfortunately use to that kind of thing over here in Australia especially with ps5 games

It will mean me learning a lot of patience and saving up so wish me luck on that...

That's all for now

Later my dudes