Monday, April 7, 2025

This Question Makes Me Wanna Cry But I'll Answer it

I saw this on tik tok apparently it's from a book called "cut it off and make space for yourself"  which now I'm curious of getting 

But the question was "It's the last day of kindergarten, and you have the chance to walk home with the child you once were.

What would you say to them?"

Honsently if I were to walk with them 
I would first give them a big cuddle
The biggest cuddle in the whole world that they wanted more then anything then saw these words to my little self

First I know daddy can be scary and mean at times and sometimes too harsh
Maybe even hurtful
It's okay to feel scared
It's okay to feel sad
Let out whatever feelings you need to be

Keep your imagination and joy alive no matter what and always find the joy and fun in the little things 

I know you love your TV and vhs tapes but sometimes being out in the sun to play is good as well
There is a way you can enjoy both 


Your mummy is working very hard to give you the best life you've always wanted give her lots of love and don't stress her out too much 

It's okay to make some mistakes or mess up sometimes it's part of learning and growing up and you will keep doing that even when your grown up 

I know your sister can be annoying at times but she loves you very much and is just looking out for you
But don't forget to have fun with her too and give her the best childhood 


Don't let other people and their issues and problems hurt you or destroy you in your future 
Please keep that little tiny bit of hope inside no matter what and never ever give up on your dreams and your simple happy life 

And please
Keep laughing
Keep smiling 
Keep all your emotions
Your anger
Your sadness
Your fears 

Keep them all
Don't let anyone take them away from you or invalidate them
Ever 

Here little one
Here's some headphones for when the noise is loud at the shopping centres
Or when someone has ballons popping around you 

Here's a plush toy or a picture for when you miss your mum on weekends to give you comfort  while your at dads 

I know sometimes veggies and certian other foods aren't your favourite but take deep breathes and keep calm and push through the yucky food
Then you can have a cry away from dad cuddling your fave plushie 
Trust me it's better you don't cry around dad he won't like it very much 
But when he's nice and at least trying to be a dad give him a big hug and have fun playing 

Enjoy your imaginary world and adventures you have over time and over the years 
And your fave music you never know when you need it the most 

And just know I always got your back no matter what in life 


Man that question made me feel like crying and just wanting to give younger me a huge hug and the love they needed and deserved over the years 

I may been awful as a kid
And even in my teen years 
But all I wanna do with my younger self now is just give them a huge hug and keep them safe from all the truama and pain and stress over the years 

It's okay little me
We're safe now and in a happy better place in life
Sure aniexty and mental health and tummy issues suck
But we got our happy little life 
And we're gonna be okay

That's all for now
Later my dudes 


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