Why I don't bother with political discussions with people anymore

Short version its exhausting and I'm getting tired and old

Long version 

No one actually cares or wants to listen to me when I want to bring in my own thoughts to the table or just wanna say how im wrong or something 

I guess I always felt like everyone else in the world is right while I'm always wrong which is part of the reason i just become too quiet at times 

It's also partly why I have those I support/don't support sections in my carrd so people have a heads up what I believe and don't believe in so they understand or prepare for a discussion or something when it comes up 

Especially from the times I've been bullied for my sense of justice or different views 

I know people have different government or political views

I only get upset when their morals say "hey we don't care for other races or genders or sexuality" or common basic human rights 

That's when i get upset at other views when they don't give a shit about basic human rights or respect other cultures and people 

And that what's hurts me the most

People just don't care anymore

And I guess I just care too much about people and just want them to be treated with basic respect 

For an example 

No the British government isn't falling apart cause of refugees its because the UK is stupid and racist and especially transphobic (not everyone in the UK but some)

Why is it so hard for people to respect other cultures or races or different genders or sexualites 

And don't get me started on people complaining about "woke" stuff in video games or movies

Like WHO FUCKING CARES!!

There's way worse things to worry about then a gay person or person or colour in a Disney film or video game and both film and gaming companies have bigger problems then diversity stuff anyway 

Literally this is how it feels talking to some people about it 

And its like talking to brick walls

So I'm fucking done

Unless you want an actual civil discussion or actually want to care about basic human rights

Or until my sense of justice and emotions don't get the best of me

Then yeah im done talking politics to people

It's just fucking exhausting 

That's all for this blog for now I guess

Just wanna hopefully nap later or cry at the current state of the world and how it's just getting worse and how it's gonna get worser and I fear nothing I'll say or do will change anyone or anything 

Later my dudes 

OH

One more thing

Free Palestine 

Trans rights are human rights

Abortions are vaild 

Fuck capitalism 

Always was always will be Aboriginal land

Black lives matter

ACAB

Take your damn vaccines and no they don't cause autism 

Disabled people deserve to live good lifes and have their rights 

Refugees deserve a safe place to go to away from war and other struggles 

Fuck transphobia

Fuck homophobia 

Fuck racism 

Fuck AI art and slop 

Fuck gender roles

Fuck toxic masculinity and toxic feminity 

Poly and open relationships are vaild 

Sex work is real work 

Climate change is real 

And don't abuse kids and animals 

And everyone deserves a roof over their head and food on their plate without being exploited or hurt or struggling 

And if you have an issue with these views of mine

Too bad 

Just please be civil or willing to listen is all I ask when I one day have the proper emotions and energy to discuss 

This Question Makes Me Wanna Cry But I'll Answer it

I saw this on tik tok apparently it's from a book called "cut it off and make space for yourself"  which now I'm curious of getting 

But the question was "It's the last day of kindergarten, and you have the chance to walk home with the child you once were.

What would you say to them?"

Honsently if I were to walk with them 

I would first give them a big cuddle

The biggest cuddle in the whole world that they wanted more then anything then saw these words to my little self

First I know daddy can be scary and mean at times and sometimes too harsh

Maybe even hurtful

It's okay to feel scared

It's okay to feel sad

Let out whatever feelings you need to be

Keep your imagination and joy alive no matter what and always find the joy and fun in the little things 

I know you love your TV and vhs tapes but sometimes being out in the sun to play is good as well

There is a way you can enjoy both 

Your mummy is working very hard to give you the best life you've always wanted give her lots of love and don't stress her out too much 

It's okay to make some mistakes or mess up sometimes it's part of learning and growing up and you will keep doing that even when your grown up 

I know your sister can be annoying at times but she loves you very much and is just looking out for you

But don't forget to have fun with her too and give her the best childhood 

Don't let other people and their issues and problems hurt you or destroy you in your future 

Please keep that little tiny bit of hope inside no matter what and never ever give up on your dreams and your simple happy life 

And please

Keep laughing

Keep smiling 

Keep all your emotions

Your anger

Your sadness

Your fears 

Keep them all

Don't let anyone take them away from you or invalidate them

Ever 

Here little one

Here's some headphones for when the noise is loud at the shopping centres

Or when someone has ballons popping around you 

Here's a plush toy or a picture for when you miss your mum on weekends to give you comfort  while your at dads 

I know sometimes veggies and certian other foods aren't your favourite but take deep breathes and keep calm and push through the yucky food

Then you can have a cry away from dad cuddling your fave plushie 

Trust me it's better you don't cry around dad he won't like it very much 

But when he's nice and at least trying to be a dad give him a big hug and have fun playing 

Enjoy your imaginary world and adventures you have over time and over the years 

And your fave music you never know when you need it the most 

And just know I always got your back no matter what in life 

Man that question made me feel like crying and just wanting to give younger me a huge hug and the love they needed and deserved over the years 

I may been awful as a kid

And even in my teen years 

But all I wanna do with my younger self now is just give them a huge hug and keep them safe from all the truama and pain and stress over the years 

It's okay little me

We're safe now and in a happy better place in life

Sure aniexty and mental health and tummy issues suck

But we got our happy little life 

And we're gonna be okay

That's all for now

Later my dudes 

Easier To Love You-Porter Robinson

The Weekend Bluey

Better Off Alone

 

Lately I found myself not talking to certain people or certain groups anymore or just not opening up myself much anymore due to all the times I've been hurt
taken out of context 
or told my opinions or feelings were wrong 
my rejection sensitivity and trust issues are so bad to the point where I just don't feel like bothering making new friends or be in new groups as much that I rather just be in the background and not say or do anything it hurts being like this
I wish I could wear my heart on my sleeve and being isolated makes me feel lonely and sad 
but to be blunt 
I'm better off this way
I'm better off safe in my own bubble only with a few close friends and my partner and family cause idiots and dumbasses online and irl I'm getting sick of their bs 
and I much rather just observe and laugh at them from a distant especially on 4chan in certian threads I browse related to my interests (fuck /b/ and /pol/ though I avoid those like the plauge) 


I'm sick of annoying others and I am sick of others annoying me 

I'm fucking done 
and feel I'm better off alone 

I'm happy to still express what I enjoy and support or rant at times on these blogs at least or in my streams and videos  

but other then I'm done getting hurt
and I'm done unintentionally hurting others 

theres nothing anyone can say to change my mind that I'm better off alone and better in my own bubble where its safe 

its for the best 

Also bothers me a lot that everyone else around me is allowed to get angry or upset but the moment I do its wrong? 

shit just hurts man 
and again nothing anyone can do about it 
Most people (not all) but most people suck ass and its better my bubble is small and safe with only people I care about and trust 

later my dudes 

Nintendo Switch 2 Direct Thoughts

I will be writing my thoughts on the recent switch 2 direct

Which has a lot of exciting stuff and potential but also some concerns and issues 

Let's goo 

First with  

Mario Kart World a brand new Mario Kart game for the switch 2 and HOLY SHIT IT LOOKS AMAZING 

New and old stages

Costume changes which is a nice and a lot of good outfits too 

GRINDING ON RAILS!! 

and you can even play random characters such as the fish

Snowman and the best of all

FUCKING MOO MOO

I think there's also some new power ups too 

As well as a free roam mode which is a mode im really excited about as I love driving and chilling in car stuff and its not always just sweat and racing 

Knock-out tour is defs gonna be filled with sweat and friendship losses lmao 

Photo mode looks super fun too as i love taking photography in games 

I think it will overall have great potential and fun times and I look forward to playing it

Up next the switch 2 features and my thoughts on it  (using my tv cause I'm lazy getting pics lol) 

The game chat option seems silly at first as discord exists and other social media 

HOWEVER it is good for families and really young kids to keep away from bad people online especially groomers and pedos

So I hope Nintendo will be really strict with the game chat stuff 

The Nintendo switch camera im also a bit unsure about it and if if will properly or not though this piranha plant one will be really fucking funny 

And don't get me started on how bad the share screen will lag and be really fucking shit 

So while it's good for families and young kids as I said earlier

And I hope for really good restrictions 

It's gonna lag and be so ass 

Gameshare 

Seems like a good idea and good for those that  don't own the game 

I remember this being done on the ds and 3ds back in the day 

Though online wise it might be very laggy 

Now about the system itself 

The bigger screen looks really nice

And hard to believe it can run up to 1080p and 4k to 120fps that's hard for believe 

The joycon magnets im unsure whether it will work properly or not or could easily break 

My friend chaotic netrual system also brought up how the magnets might not be good for those with pacemakers and hearing aids  hopefully the magnets aren't that big of an issue regarding that but we shall wait and see 

I do like how the sr and sl buttons are bigger now which is good for my tiny hands and fingers 

The mouse controls i was surprised about and I am curious how that will work with certian games 

Two usb c ports seem pretty handy mainly for charging or other controllers

Also surprised about the built in fan 

I'm glad to hear you can still play switch 1 games on the switch 2

With some paid upgrades which I hope is decent prices 

The welcome tour looks fun but I am disappointed you have to pay for it cause at least astros playroom was free

The welcome tour should be a free thing for those who want to understand the console better 

The micro sd express cards while seem like a good idea

It's also really expensive 

I do hope my sonic gamecube controller i can connect to switch 2 and I'll explain why in a bit 

Mario Party jamoree switch 2 edition gives me 360 kinnect vibes with the camera and voice controls 

And I bet it's gonna be really silly 

Drag x drive looks like a fun game to play with the switch 2 controls and good disability rep too 

Another hyrule warriors looks like fun

Always enjoyed those kind of games with a lot of slashy slashy 

It's nice to hear about gamecube games on the switch 2 

And a good legal way for people to play these games 

However i much prefer using an emulator lol 

But hopefully if I do try it out i can still use my sonic gamecube controller

HOLY SHIT A NEW KIRBY AIR RIDERS LOOKS REALLY GOOD AND EXCITING

THAT I CANNOT WAIT TO PLAY!!! 

And last let's talk about the new donkey kong game 

Donkey Kong Bananza 

Which I will say also looks really fun and I love donkey kongs new design and lot 

Overall the switch 2 direct was a lot of fun

Very excited for the new games coming out

And the console as a lot of potential 

I hope to get it on my birthday/Christmas or on April 2026 but will figure out when once I hear how it goes on launch 

The price being 700 to 770 dollars aud is frustrating and games being around 120 aud is also annoying 

 But I'm unfortunately use to that kind of thing over here in Australia especially with ps5 games

It will mean me learning a lot of patience and saving up so wish me luck on that...

That's all for now

Later my dudes