The Future of the NikoalaKuma Twitch Streams

So as some people know

I use Nicola The Koala or my NikoalaKuma channel as my more professional side of things with streaming and singing and songwriting and what was gonna be videos on YouTube but I'm not good with video editing for that part but that's not the point 

Mainly regarding my twitch streams

Don't get me wrong

I have been having fun with them and been having a good time

However due to health related stuff such as my ibs or aniexty and limited spoons I have or irl stuff 

And how tired I get a lot especially 

I don't think I can properly schedule my streams like I use too anymore at this time 

I'll still try to stream

But I kind of wanna get back to just streaming when I feel like it and when I can

Not pressure myself into doing a proper schedule or routine cause I tend to keep cancelling and flip flopping a lot

And its not fair on myself and especially not fair on the fellow cool beans and jelly beans 

Streams will most likely be still AEST time of the afternoons or evenings as I am not a morning person 

Just more when I feel like it from now on 

Hopefully at least twice a week at most if possible still but who knows...

I also really just wanna be more casual with my streams again and try not pressure myself on being too entertaining all the time and just chill and enjoy me playing the game or whatever else I'm doing on twitch 

Cause the main reason I started streaming in the first place was so I have a place to share what I enjoy especially gaming wise with friends 

Like we are all just chilling on the couch and vibing 

I was inspired after seeing my friends Tomas and Dion play Lego star wars and how I realised how lonely I was without my friends in Gippsland since moving to Melbourne at times 

And streaming has especially helped that a lot 

But I will admit since becoming an affiliate on twitch I guess I put more pressure on myself and it needs to stop 

So yeah from now on

Streams will be whenever I have the time and energy for them and I won't be able to make a proper schedule anymore for the time being for mental health reasons and also cause of my ibs flare ups and limited spoons in case other things take up my time and energy 

I hope everyone understands this and I deeply apologise for any inconvenience this will cause especially for my viewers and friends overseas 

For those who are still subscribing to my twitch I suggest maybe changing that just cause I don't want people wasting their subs on me if I end up not streaming for ages for whatever reason 

So please keep that in mind 

Again I hope everyone understands 

And hopefully I'll be up for my frogsong stream on Tuesday at least 

I'll update on my twitter and bluesky @NikoalaKuma at least when I do end up streaming or feel like streaming or update in my discord server if you wanna see updates at least 

I just hope I haven't let anyone down regarding this decision but I feel I should put myself first for my mental and psychical health 

That's all for now

Later my dudes