Currently recovering from a bad ibs flare up after my dumb ass over ate a lot on Friday...
And it caused me to feel very fatigue and sleepy and my brain just blanking a lot
My aniexty seems to be acting at its worse at times feeling like I'm better off hiding way my joys and passions due to fear of judgement or worse or that I'll mess up and keep saying And doing the wrong thing and that I'm better off being quiet
And also trying way too hard to be entertaining or fun during my streams when their supposed to be chill and stuff like im just hanging with mates on the couch
It shouldn't be stressful or nerve racking just to stream hello kitty island adventure either...
I dont know what's wrong with me lately but I'm just glad the worst of these feelings are over and I can just try to recover and move forward from a heavy personal talk i dealt with
I just need to remember i still have good things to look forward too such as the Porter Robinson concert on Thursday
I will also say the new precure idol show was fun to watch
Will watch it again subbed when I feel like it hopefully soon as I've been having trouble keeping up with current anime lately
Here's hoping once this flare up finishes and the hot weather stops
I can foucs on more hello kitty island adventure and other streams i wanna do twitch when I feel like it that is
Finish episode 5 of 9-nine
And maybe read more angelic chaos reboot or eurphoria visual novels
I guess it's nice i can still find the good to look forward too despite my aniexty telling me otherwise
Guess its a good thing I got these blogs to remind me of the little things that keep me going and keep me sane
Even if it's just cute anime girls
Or things I enjoy
Or even the nice thunderstorm I saw earlier tonight
Here's hoping I get some sleep and this flare up finishes soon cause I don't wish ibs and the issues it causes me on anyone
And the pain it causes me more and more lately
Anyway later my dudes
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