I never thought in my life I would find myself talking about this ever in public and I feel this blog might be the only time I do so personally
I know I told close friends over the years and even some got involved in a way with this and helped me lore and story wise
but this is something that's been a part of me since I was very young and now I feel safe and at peace to express it publicly for the first time instead of being lowkey about it
I have imaginary friends and use my own voice to talk as them
"How long has this been around??"
Ever since I was very young
for I guess as long as I can remember just randomly started talking as other characters or stuff from media I watched over the years
it started with greg page from the wiggles of all things
then people from the 2003 Australian Idol (I was like 6 at the time okay lmao)
I even tried to call myself Kelly based on Kelly from Australian Idol 2003 which was kind of cringe looking back but again I was a dumb wee lad
now as for the main and current group of characters I have
this particular group I had since 2007 and they kind of been a part of me since then some based off fictional characters some from close friends or people in my life and others I made up
"Is this DID or Tulpas??"
No it is not DID I got checked for that around 2011 after a concern from a former friend who said I was taking my imaginary friends "too seriously"
Tulpas though??? maybe who knows its hard to say but I do find it to be a interesting concept and something I wouldn't mind looking into but I am unsure at this time
I kind of call it a more intense version of day dreaming and a way to express my creative and imagination
Also as a way to cope through a lot I've been through in my life and process many different things growing up
so while yes sure I guess in a way I do take them seriously but its because this particular group has been very important to me and like family and I wouldn't know where I would be without them its just something I can't let go
"When did you start telling people??"
It was in 2007 with my oldest friend since primary school Emma where I was at her house playing Sonic Riders imitating the cutscenes as my characters/myself and she wondered what was up with that so I explained what it was in a way
and she understood and even embraced and help shape some of the imaginary friends and the world the adventures out in the playground during the rain or out in the sun were some of the most fun and greatest moments I had that I forever look back on fondly
I then started telling people who were close to me and I trusted who I wanted to also join on the adventures or them getting to know my characters not everyone was all for it one former friend especially as I said took it as a concern thinking I took it too seriously which made me felt a crisis for a while whether to let them go or not from 2011 to 2013 but obviously that's not the case
in 2014 when I told my partner at the time Scotty about them
he really brought that spark of adventure and creative and imagination back with my characters not only he gave me one of his characters but also in a way helped and inspired one part of the tales of love and darkness story where at one point my characters start to have Aura powers based on their interests and personalities and have transformations and powers similar to stuff like Magical girls mainly stuff like Sailor Moon and Pretty Cure and maybe a little mix of Super Sentai but I wanna watch more of the Super Sentai series for that one lol but its mainly magical girl type stuff lol
others just thought it was cool or a fun way to express myself and cope and process with things
and some thought these characters represented different parts of me and my personality
How do you see these characters as for me??? feel free to let me know in the comments :P
"So why tell us now?"
For the past couple of years I've had a lot I really wanted to write down privately cause I can't just have all this stuck in my head forever and do nothing about it
not to mention I kind of in a way want my characters to live on even after my death cause the day I die they are gone too and not gonna lie the thought of that kinda fucks me up as well as other things I'll save for another blog
"Characters seem to really enjoy a certain piece of media or interest/hobby (Examples, Legend of Zelda, gardening) you don't really know much about how do you go around this??"
Honestly if they were their own people I can psychically be around or talk too face to face it would be a lot easier and not to mention more fun
so I either just try to remember what my friends or people online say about certain opinions and feelings on certain games or media and try to think "Oh my oc would agree with this take or would feel exactly the same" I guess if that makes sense
"Do they have any of the same opinions or morals as you??"
Not all of them have the same feelings or opinions as me some have different music taste or media taste to me or have different opinions or feelings on certain things
although when it comes to stuff like values and morals or political opinions most of them have left leaning views to me with the expectation of some just like me going down the gamergate/anti sjw phase I had which was super cringe and I deeply regret
"Do they stay a certain age or age with you"
They age with me and live their own lives just as much as I do
I have thought about whether to keep them a certain age or not but with them also having their own children that's kind of complicated
"Have you ever used games like the sims or other simulation games with the characters??"
I tried the sims 4 recently with some mods and that was pretty amusing I will admit especially the uhhhh... nsfw mods lmao
My personal favorites though was the mii maker on the wii and using the today and tomorrow channel to see my characters signs and different colors that really amused me and my friend Emma back in the day
Tomodachi Life also a game I really enjoyed using my characters with
and I'm super excited to do that all over with Tomodachi Life Living The Dream
"Have you personally had relationships with these imaginary friends"
Only Shadow The Hedgehog lol
I thought about Guy at one point back in 2009 before I was with someone else but due to the age difference and also his own relationship with Amber I scrapped that entirely
"Have you ever had a character or someone imaginary based off someone you knew in real life"
I guess story and imagination wise yeah I did back when I was a kid but I plan to take some of them as their own characters and edit that very heavily or scrap it entirely
"So you want to gush about these imaginary friends/ocs and parts of their lore and stories but don't wanna share it publicly?? why??"
Because part of that is also based on my own personal life experiences with also real people involved
and I really don't want to make something cringe that I fear would just end up being Sonichu 2.0 and how Chris Chan tried to mix their reality and true stories with their fictional stuff I'm sure it is possible to mix the two in a way that is written well but if I were to ever make it fully public a lot would be HEAVILY EDITED I don't know I feel its something I would need a lot of help with to fix writing wise.... but I'm too scared cause of how personal this is to me and worried I wouldn't handle any criticism or certain feedback well especially if its negative
"If there was arcs or a season or movie list what would it look like??"
well it would be 13 seasons starting since January 30th 2007
and the final one ending in December 15th 2019
each season would start in January or February and end in December
and a sequel date starting in 2024 with stories based off the characters kids and their adventures and stories
There would also be 15 films the first one being sort of based off the shadow the hedgehog game and the last one in 2020 I call the pandemic diaries with diary stories of how the group deal with the pandemic and the huge lockdown in Melbourne
The arcs would go like this
2007 to 2009
The Old Days Arc/Frutiger Metro Arc
2009 to 2011
The Early Web Arc
2012 to 2013
The Hipster/Millennial Optimism Arc
2014 to 2016
The Aura Arc and Adult Life Arc
2016 to 2018
The Summer to the Void Arc
2018 to 2019
The Escape From the Abyss Arc
"So Dewie who the fuck are these ocs/fcs then? and what exactly is Tales Of Love and Darkness"
Well
Tales of Love and Darkness is basically stories and memories from 2007 to 2019 of me and my imaginary friends/characters and the adventures and stories we've been through over the years in my daydreams and the ways I dealt with growing up as an autistic person why I stopped at 2019??
The pandemic changed things a lot and felt 2019 was a good spot to end things on although I did had a pandemic diaries chapter in mind as well as a sequel series but with some of the characters children
The title I guess I came up with as an edgy 13 year old in 2009 and kind of stuck with me since and I can't think of a better title
as for the ocs themselves well here are the main ones below
(CW- for some of the characters backstories and lore
Mentions emotional, psychical and sexual abuse
mention of drugs and sexual references and adult themes
Please keep this in mind when reading the bios)
first we will start with who I call my homie 5ever with a love for music and a whimsical silly way of things and mummy issues
Guy Mevardo
Born January 20th 1986
Cis Male but later on is Non-Binary
He/They
Agnostic
Autistic just like me
Bi-sexual/Pansexual
His childhood favorites is Astro Boy and Mr Squiggle which explains his current username he uses online KokoroSquiggles
He's a singer/songwriter and artist who makes music and does drawing as well including doing commission work online and selling his art at local markets and even recently comiket in japan
As of now made 4 albums and a few EPS and made a lot of fanart of things he enjoys especially old abc kids shows and anime and even original work for others and even did illustrations for Amber's stories
He is married to Amber who he's been with since 2009 and got married in 2010
2 children Brielle (2010) and Orion (2014) (special thanks to Scotty for coming up with the name for me for Orion)
He loves anime especially being an otaku, music, art and drawing and photography
loves vocal stimming Simpsons qoutes and memes especially
Pets at the moment are a cat named Luna and a white maltipoo (can't think of a name at the moment)
He currently lives in Melbourne but just like me use to live in Gippsland
He's part american because of his Dad being American
but his mum is Australian
He has an older sister named Jessica
Guy had a rough childhood growing up mainly because of his mother being psychically and mentally abusive at times (although the grandma was a lot worse) as well as being builled in high school
it has caused him to feel hopeless and depressed a lot in his life as well as suicidal and at times attempting suicide with one attempt leaving a scar on his stomach
a lot of this has left him with major PTSD and struggling with a lot
but it doesn't stop him from having the whimsical happy moments and hope he still has and the life he currently has now
He was one of the biggest major characters who has been there for me since I was a kid
and I see as an older brother figure in a way
in 2007 he lost his memory at one point after getting himself hurt on the head while running away from home away from his mum
it was around 2009 to 2011 he started fully gaining his early memories back
His personality I feel is a mix of Homer Simpson, Sid The Sloth
maybe Vector the Crocodile and other silly himbo fun type characters
so while he can be very silly maybe dumb at times
he means well and can be very kind and caring
and very understanding of others
His aura powers and transformation in the aura arc
is The Aura of Music with a green outfit based on a circus ringmaster or an outfit like Willy Wonka based on his whimsical personality
his powers involve singing and music and wacking stuff with his big stick (like a stick willy wonka or a ringmaster has)
also remember that sonic oc I commissioned Guntar the Platypus who I made one of Nicola The Koala's friends/roomate??
well thats his furry/sonic character version I decided (Art by ShadowLifeman)
I guess with the name Guntar cause I couldn't think of any other names to keep it sort of anonymous
I use to make him an edgy sonic character version of a diclinous from Elfen Lied at one point actually which I'm gonna scrapped completely
and also proof Guy has been around forever??
Heres a cringe crappy recolor version of him I did back in the recolor days lmaoooo
also having the Australian flag as a necklace??
ew wtf hahaha
I did some recolors based off the other i friends/imaginary friends/characters too
(shout out to my old highschool friend Andrew who came up with the short version i friends similar to apple with their ipods or ipads XD) but I rather not show that cause I may be cringe but free
but I think thats a part of my past I rather keep in the cupboard far away for the time being
lets move on to the next character
Up next we have an asshole douchebag
trolling bastard who use to spend too much time on 4chan and other online forums
very punk as fuck and very perverted and obxnious
tries to act tough but really is a sooka bubba deep down
also likes to put me in my place a lot and be harsh at times but just wants to protect me from harm
and will mostly like rage and get annoyed at me for making this blog in the first place
Its da bozzar cruzza
Thomas Jacobs aka Bozzar
why the name Bozzar? just something dumb I came up with in 2008
also he likes to drink a lot
Born April 7th 1990
Cis Male He/Him
Bi-Sexual
Atheist (and despite all the fantasy stuff and Aslan and religious stuff he will stick with this lmao)
Bi-Polar
He loves video games, older retro anime from the 80s to the early 2000s so a more old school fan and hates modern slop when it comes to anime
his other hobbies include building and painting gundams and mechs
film and video editing and making
and watching movies and eating tasty food
He can be very perverted, obxnious and at times a huge asshole to others and doesn't like dealing with anyone's bullshit
A mix of older brother core and early internet 4chan vibes of being a troll (He never liked /pol/ though and trolled the fuck out of them at times when he was bored in his early years) and piece of shit with a awful crude sense of humor and music taste of emo, pop punk and nu-metal
although he does have his guilty pleasure music tastes like Hilary Duff for an example
When it comes to people he cares for and loves though he can be very loyal and understanding and very sweet to them when he can or a very fun, silly friend to be around
He currently does twitch streaming, streaming video games especially The Sims on lazy sundays but mostly retro games or hard games or sometimes modern games
His fave games series include Legend Of Zelda, Metroid Prime, Halo, Gears of War, Dark Souls, Slient Hill, some platformers like Sonic or Crash but he despises the fanbases (Sonic especially)
He did video game and anime reviewing at one point similar to video game reviewers of the early 2000s and anime reviewers of the 2010s as the "legend gaming otaku"where it was a mix of getting mad or annoyed at certain things and a genuine review of what he was talking about while he did had fun with those at the time he now looks back on those days cringing thinking his older stuff really sucks but he appreciates and understands those who look back on those fondly
He also did brothel/sex work at one point in the 2020s after covid due to his expert knowledge on sexual subjects and his advice and helping out when working at a sex shop in Melbourne at one point
He loves hanging out with people, drinking, playing video games and just vibing and chilling and talking random things or heavy stuff
an expert when it comes to sexual topics and likes to do research on a lot of different subjects or things of interest
His emotions and especially anger and sadness do tend to get the best of him though especially his rage and doing things without thinking whether its mindless spending or doing really silly things while drunk but it does lead to some funny and interesting stories with his friends
He started off as a bully to me and the others especially how he didn't like how I "ruined" Shadow The Hedgehog and hated how autistic me and the group acted but thanks to Fiona and other things he realized his actions and decided to give the group a chance at first it was just cause he was bored and to pass the time but over time he enjoyed the company and enjoyed how genuine and caring people were and was happy to still be himself though he did sneak out at night when me and the others were asleep to other events which Fiona eventually finds out sometimes her and Bozzar had late night talks up on the rooftop or outside Emma's backyard Caspian eventually joined on that
While he is an alcoholic and still struggles with drinking and stuff he does try to tone it down or only do it on special occasions these days
He is currently married to Ashley who he's been with since 2010 and got married I think in 2011 it was rushed and more casual but still really nice (kind of similar to Bille-Joe Armstrongs wedding with his wife Adrrienne)
has 3 children
Elise (2009) from an ex partner named Mia but the two had a mutual break up due to different lives and the relationship not working out but he still does his best to pay money for Elise and Mia and even visits her and hangs out with her although over the years it left Elise with mixed feelings on Bozzar despite his best efforts
Joey (2010) although in the sequel series Joey does struggle whether they are trans or not and sometimes goes by the name Phoebe but that's more for the sequel series
and Lisa (2017)
He is part American and part Canadian and was raised in Gippsland by a friend of his dad's who he calls his adoptive mum and 2 older sisters
The reason for this was his dad did a lot of outlaw type work which even caused the police to shoot his mother and the dad didn't want Thomas (Bozzar) involved in that kind of life and wanted him to live a normal life this got Bozzar struggling without a father figure for a while but eventually his dad got back to Australia to see him and even help out and support him and the family
at one point Bozzar finds out he is related to Guy's wife Amber turns out they were both cousins as Amber's mother was the sister of his mother who got killed
this shocked both of them (maybe I might change that depending on things but idk)
He is usually the type who is very harsh and calls me out on my behavior a lot and reminds me to do better it can be very harsh but he means well
His aura powers and transformation outfit is mainly the aura of gaming based on his love for video games
his outfit is similar to something in early anime with goggles on his head and a long jacket
the gaming powers usually have a random type of weapon or skill each time he transforms so you never know what he will have depending on things weapons or skills would be based on video games he played he does not get anything from games he hasn't played only from games he has played so sometimes he may get something from a game he doesn't like certain power ups he can only use once so he has to be tactful with his skills
His personality is a mix of characters and people like
Lelouch and Light Yagami (so he would be very good at manipulating at times or he likes to think he is)
Puss in Boots from shrek (with Guy being like Donkey)
Kyoko Sayaka
Bille-Joe Armstrong
and a few more
Up next we have a character while based on The Chronicles of Narnia I kind of still sort of made him his own character so a little mix of both??
and he is the leader type, old fashion at times, a bit like thor from the marvel movies and inuyasha
Its King Caspian X aka Capsicum lol (joke nickname)
Born May 15th 1989 or 1990
Straight Cis Male (oh no how dare he lmao just kidding)
He/Him
Religion wise he has probs most likely Christian beliefs but isn't the conversative nationalist type asshole obviously
Does struggle with depression and other mental health issues at times but tries his best
His backstory is a little similar to the one in The Chronicles of Narnia
but also with some little things I added myself one bit I mainly got inprised from the 3rd Inuyasha film of all things mainly the starting scene which is this
Where his mother was born in the human world and got to narnia with a few people (one turning out to be Harold aka Guy's father)
Although Caspian's father got killed by his uncle Miraz
His mother had no choice but to run away and keep Caspian safe eventually it was risky for her to stay in Narnia especially due to her own life at home and Miraz wanting to get rid of her as well so in order to save herself from harm she had to give Caspian back to the telmarines in the narnian castle
in Caspian's childhood he grew up with a nurse who raised him with stories about narnia and other fairytales
however Miraz banned Narnian tales once it was found out about the nurse which got Miraz to get Professor doctor Cornelis to Caspian to raise and teach him about many things
just like in the Prince Caspian story when Miraz finally had a son
Caspian had to run away from the castle
after struggling and being lost in Narnia he calls with Susan's horn which's leads to me and the others back in Narnia once more
Caspian eventually decided not only to stay in Narnia to help the others but like in Inuyasha he and the others had ways to teleport back and forth from Narnia to the real world in which he learnt about the modern world and how different it was compared to how he was raised
he falls in love with Fiona and eventually gets married to her in 2008 and they both have 3 children
Mimi (2008) a child they adopted who was found alone in the woods by one of the Narnians only to later find out she was gonna be a princess or queen of another place called Topia (something my friend Emma helped out with so I may need her help regarding that as well as Mimi's backstory) she eventually becomes a princess for both the topians and Narnians later on although
Tai (2009) a child Fiona and Caspian had
and Jeremy (2013) although debating changing Tai's name to Satoshi or something Pokémon related due to Fiona's love for Pokémon or maybe Rillan like in the story "but dewie why isn't caspian with ramdau's daughter aka Lillandil??"
Cause I kind of preferred Fiona and Caspian's chemistry a bit more though I will still add her as someone important in the story later on
I was originally gonna kill off Fiona and make Caspian with Lillandil but nah fuck that shit plus I remember Emma not approving of that much XD
Caspian's hobbies include
Volunteering as a firefighter since Black Saturday
helping out others in communities as well as his own people
Larp and DND although he had to learn at one point Larp isn't exactly like real fighting in Narnia whoops XD
Reading stories relating to fantasy or other things and especially enjoys games like The Elder Scrolls and other rpg games
he also enjoys doing farm work and gardening at times and of course just like in the narnia stories enjoys being out on the sea and wanting to journey to other islands and places on the dawn treader
In 2009 he goes against a villain named Raven and even gets angel of darkness powers with dark angel wings and even a demon form at one point although I am not sure how I will write that these days especially since this was shit I thought about when I was like 13 lmaooo
His aura powers is the aura of leadership representing his leadership skills as King as well as the way he is helpful and caring to the group
his powers are basically a buffed version of his sword fighting skills with powers of the thunder and lighting simmar to Thor
He starts of very naive to a lot of things especially about the modern world
and struggled a lot but over time became more stronger and more confident in himself and his role as a leader to Narnia and the group
Might as well bring up him next even if he is only in the story from 2007 to 2009 and more in the background watching in the shadows later on
But here's the fictional boyfriend I had from 2007 to 2009
The edgelord ultimate lifeform
Shadow The Hedgehog
Age and Birthday Unknown
He/Him
His backstory is simmar to the one in the sonic franchise
but in the beginning of The Tales of Love and Darkness he senses a need to look after me and care for me and noticed me having feelings for him as we fall in love and end up together
he doesn't understand what lead him to me or why him or the other characters are around me but figures out why later to look out and help me and be there for me just like the others like Guy, Fiona and the others
Shadow and I end up having 3 children named Speckles, Maria and Wave
Shadow felt very protective and loving of Wave especially father and daughter wise and their father and daughter love (in a family way not the oriemo way) end up being a popular thing online thanks to Guy on youtube where he use to upload slideshows and amvs and rants and stuff
which also what pissed off and upset Bozzar at the start
when eventually I had to learn and grow up and try having a real boyfriend I ended things with Shadow and he ended up distance and observing and watching in the shadows and doing his own thing
the kids on the other hand kind of disappeared or ended up living their own lives I guess??
Shadow every now and again visits the others such as Guy, Fiona,Bozzar and Caspian and even during his observing helped out the kids Brielle and the others
he comes in to help when needed and still gives me comfort although now as the build bear plush in what I call for my comfort characters the Teddy Bear Picnic club
I did try to give him a human look as well and maybe give him aura powers simmar to his chaos powers
although his human look would look similar to Zhongil from Genshin Impact lol
This was stuff that crossed my mind during the pandemic in 2020/2021
hopefully I think of a way to make it a original character if I ever made the story public same with Caspian I guess but who knows lol
and last for the main male characters
the goofy silly, still lives in the 80s/90s type dude though he doesn't act like one of those anti woke assholes
very gay loves to party
the very cool, goofball, pinkie pie and best friend/lover of Guy at one point
Tre Vencil
Born November 5th 1986
Gay Cis Male
He/Him
Not very interested in religion or cares much about it
ADHD
He was one of Guy's closet friends since kindergarten and even at one point dated Guy in high school
He was raised in Gippsland with his mum and dad
His father especially had a huge love for comedy shows such as Monty Phyton and Hey Hey Its Saturday and of course South Park which explains Tre's love for comedy and jokes and humor ranging from bad puns to dark humor to people like Jeff Dunham and David Strassman he still enjoys comedy stuff even now such as Aunty Donna and maybe some other modern comedians
his father was also a huge tech nerd which explains Tres love for computers and other tech and Guy getting to play video games at Tre's house
While Guy and Tre did date for a while in high school unfornately due to major bullying in high school and even Guy's mother harassing the family
the family had no choice but to move away to another high school and away from Guy
at one point his father was sadly killed in a car crash which his caused his mother to be really depressed and committed suicide
Tre saw his own mother hanging herself from a noose which really messed him up after both his parents death he moved to an apartment in Melbourne to move on from everything and find a better life where he can be more himself being gay and partying and stuff
when he eventually learns from Harold (Guy's dad) who he still kept in contact with at times lowkey he learnt of Guy losing his memories of his past and being a different person especially when Tre noticed Guy not remembering him at all when he visited Gippsland once
he eventually reunites with Guy in 2010 when Guy regained his memories with Tre and temporary dated Guy which Amber didn't mind due to her yaoi interests at the time and her wanting to two to rekindle and stuff
although Guy and Tre decided to mutually end things but still remain the best of friends forever and always
Tre in 2012 ends up being with Jimmy (now known as Jane) and the two end up being married and in 2020 having a child named Melody thanks to Tre's friend Samthna who was the surrogate mother
Tre was very accepting of Jane being a trans women despite Tre still calling himself gay
Tre ended up working in early childhood education and becoming a kindergarten teacher due to his love for helping and taking care of children and when he had a baby sitting job at one point in his teen years
He also helps out as a childhood therapist as well
His other hobbies and interests are
Cartoons ranging from animes like One Piece and cartoons from Cartoon Network, Disney and Nickledon and other stuff like from the 80s and 90s like Duck Tales, Ninja Turtles and even some modern 2010 ones
Hip hop and rap music and doing rap sometimes
drumming and playing the drums especially for Guy's concerts
Technology especially at one point Apple stuff
Comic books from marvel and dc and other stuff (he especially love the marvel films)
Comedy stuff and satire like Weird Al, South Park, Monty Phyton, The Goodies and many more especially British or Australian comedy although he is well aware how some jokes haven't aged well especially the transphobic jokes for Jane's sake
His aura powers and transformation outfit
is the aura of youth based on his love for stuff in the 80s and 90s
and his outfit is a very early 90s style outfit with his powers being stuff like nerf guns and other childhood related toys or things like star wars
SO RADICAL
SO COOL DUDE kind of vibe
or something like this song basically lol
He is forever the child at heart who loves to make people smile and feel joy and give them the childhood and love and care they deserve
He those have moments of making jokes at inappropriate times or has moments where the others go "GOD DAMN IT TRE!!!"
up next the main female characters of the group
We first got the sweet gentle, cottagecore vegetarian
loves touching grass heck loves gardening
use to be a huge fan of Harry Potter until JK Rowling's terf bullshit
lover of novels and writing and stories
fujoshi at times and crazy fangirl and wife of Guy
Amber Mevardo
Born September 20th 1990
Cis Female
She/Her
Straight
Christian/Pagan/Celtic Beliefs
Late diagnose Autistic in the 2020s
She was raised in Brisbane, Queensland Australia
and first met the group through Guy's youtube videos in 2007/2008 thanks to her best friend Tarni
Amber got to talking to Guy in youtube messages and comments and even streams (remember the old youtube streams in 2007 to 2009 where you watch videos and chat with friends?? or am i the only one remembering that???)
While with someone named Damian she ended up falling in love with Guy and wanting to be with him despite both her and Guy having another partner they agreed to do a secret relationship to see where things go and then tell both partners when they can until Amber's brother and Bozzar found out what happened and were enraged
Damian and Amber are at least good friends still to an extent despite everything
She finally met Guy and the others on valentines day 2010 and stayed in Gippsland and in Caspian's castle for a few weeks before heading back to Brisbane
however she was feeling sick and found out she was pregnant with Guy's child Tarni told her a way to transport to Narnia which was how Tarni and Caspian had a secret hookup at one point Amber wish she knew that during the valentines trip but she took advantage of the transporter and told Guy about her pregnancy
Guy needed time to process things so he didn't end up like how his mother treated him
but then the two decided to get married and raise their child Brielle in 2010 living in Melbourne
Amber missed her friends in Brisbane at one point and was feeling a bit lonely friend wise in Melbourne she met a group of mothers when she had Brielle and one part in particular with these group of women 1 especially tried to convince Amber how awful and disgusting Guy was
especially with Guy's taste in anime
they manipulated her and took advantage of her post partum depression she had after giving birth to Orion in 2014 causing Guy and Amber to almost divorce in 2015 but Brielle tried to stop them and make them remember their love with the song they danced too at their wedding since they were both fighting with their aura powers at one point when Guy was trying to stop a monster who was manipulating Amber just like that bitchy mother
Brielle basically did this scene from that one movie lmao
but with this song (Amber really loves the Stuart Little movie despite it being very different from the book lol
It knocked Amber off from everything and Guy and Amber were more together and in love ever since
Amber enjoys writing and stories about fantasy and witches and animals
she even wrote her own series of stories for teens to young adults which Guy helped with some illustrations on and is happy about her books being published
She also enjoys gardening, flowers and plants and vegetables
animals
witchcraft and magic related things
and anything cute whimsical and joyful which would explain her love for Guy
Her aura powers is the aura of nature
with powers relating to the plants and flowers and trees and sometimes even the weather depending on things
with spells and magic like powers
her outfit is like a witches outfit with a witch hat in a very cottagecore nature type vibe
up next we have
in the words of 2 songs feel free to guess which ones
Calls at 3am
Stands you up again
She has 10000 friends
thats just the way she is
Shes one of those girls
nothing but trouble just one look and you'll be seeing double
The very horny perverted bad boss ass bitch
with a lot of love and spunk and beauty
and a love of horror and all things dark and scary
Ashley Jacobs
Born June 18th 1992
Cis Female
Bi/Pansexual
She/Her
Satanist
BPD maybe but that's debatable whether I'll add that or not for her
I also had my friend Chris/Kaito help me for her backstory a little a long time ago so shout out to Chris for helping me with Ashley's reasons for her hypersexual tendencies
Raised in Gippsland
Ashley at first lived a normal life with her mum, dad and her little sister
Her mum at times would sneak out to due to some work she was forced to do due to a serious debt she had to pay
which caused her mum and dad to get into serious agurements
One day while out in Melbourne with her mother or as Ashley calls the last day things felt normal
she was having a fun nice outing with her mother when these men kidnapped both her and her mother
forcing her mother into the sex trafficking work she had to do and was raped and drugged
Ashley unfornately also ended up being forced into it as well and was sexually abused and raped by the same men
it really destroyed and changed everything in Ashley wishing her first time wasn't like this causing her in a major depression, self harm and suicidal thoughts and also wanting to protect her own mother who ended up really sick and at times would just watch horror movies with her mother or cartoons like the simpsons or transformers as a way to escape with her cat Gizmo
she ended up becoming extremely hypersexual as a coping mechism
sleeping around with other people in her high school years from both Gippsland and in Melbourne and taking drugs to cope with the trauma and even at times became a complete bully and asshole similar to Sunset Shimmer from Equestria Girls a bit her little sister even tried to be like her which Ashley had to stop and beg her not to be like her
She met the group through Fiona in 2009 who Ashley tried to comfort and protect from boys messing with her and bullying her
she even messed and flirted with Fiona herself at times the two became the best of friends
She then wanted to stop the sleeping around and try to change her ways by finding work and being together with Bozzar after realizing how much time she was fearing wasting falling apart and being a mess and realizing the damage she has caused to others she truly loved
however due to nudes of her leaked online finding a job wasn't easy at one point
She ended up doing cosplay work for a while and even did make up work and at one point onlyfans work with sexual related stuff which Ashley felt was safe and felt it was her taking power back from her trauma and doing proper sex work
and even wanted to help others relating to sexual subjects which would also explain why her and bozzar's chemistry worked so well with their love for sexual things and kinky things
When her mother passed away in 2011/2012 and her old cat Gizmo also passing away the same year this caused Ashley into a major depression going to drugs to deal with the pain which cause Bozzar to almost leave her due to her neglecting Joey and wasting money on the drugs which caused her to go into a rehab for a couple of months
Guy and Fiona comforted Ashley and did what they could to help
Guy especially playing netrual party with both Bozzar and Ashley and helped them getting to talk and be together again
Her hobbies are
Stuff to do with cars and motorbikes
her love for transformers and the simpsons
visual novels such as higurashi and euphoria
and horror movies and shows
as well as tattoos and make up related things
she loves researching stuff to do with horror, true crime, sex and sexual health and kinks
and stuff to do with the emo, gothic and scene and metal music and culture
she enjoys cosplaying as well with stuff from her fave anime, and shows and even making costumes herself
Her aura power is the aura of beauty relating to her to her love for make up and sexual related things
and the need to help people find the beauty in themselves no matter who they are
her transformation look is a red dress with a red flower on her head
kind of something like this I guess??
Up next we have someone I use to base off Fiona Fox but turned into her own character
someone with a lot love in her heart and care for others and also with bi sexual wife energy
Someone who doesn't just play Pokémon go every day but Pokémon in general
Fiona Mado
Born March 10th 1992
Cis Female
She/Her
Bi-Sexual
I haven't really thought about religious beliefs for Fiona I will admit she would either be Agnostic or Pagan but I am not sure at this time
I actually use to base her off Fiona Fox from the archie comics around the time I read them heck Bozzar I sort of based off Scourge The Hedgehog actually
(Fiona and Bozzar don't date though but they may have hinted some interest in each other at times but decided not to date lol although him and Caspian still join in to some... wet banana times with Fiona and Ashley ;) )
Although obviously I turned into her own character and own self literally so she can be with Caspian as a human
But a bit of her backstory is basically this
She was raised and lived in New York having mostly a normal childhood although dealt with bullying and also sexual abuse in her teen years which explains her major hate for cis men at times (not all just the ones who are cruel)
however with an ex partner she had who ended up leaving her she was pregnant at one point but unfornately had a miscarriage which was why at first she didn't want children with Caspian due to fear of another miscarriage
One day when reading the archie sonic comics she borrowed from a friend of hers that was the issues where Fiona turned evil a bright light appeared and it teleport her too Nicola's primary school on the oval but as Fiona Fox herself she seemed very confused and unsure by this change but just like Shadow and the others felt a vibe that she needed to be there for Nicola (me) in a way and ended up joining the group
In 2008 she ended up having a huge crush on Caspian which made her want to turn into her human self again
and the two fell in love
I was originally going to have Fiona be 16 and Caspian 23 however for obvious reasons and my own personal reasons I changed that keep in mind I was 12 when thinking of all this at the time so I didn't know how bad or problematic the age differences especially between a minor and an adult would be so I made Caspian 18/19 and Fiona still 16 whether I change it again or not is debatable but let me know what I should change it as its mainly based of the age of consent stuff in my state and country Victoria, Australia maybe I need to change the age difference between Bozzar and Ashley as well?? I don't know anyway
She struggles a lot with depression and other mental health issues over the years but does her best to manage it
She especially hates when people are sexually abusive or inappropriate towards minors mainly due to her own negative experiences so she wants to do what she can to raise her two boys and Mimi to be kind respectful people
Her hobbies and interest are video games especially Pokémon as Pokémon has helped her a lot during her depression and helped save her life in a way
so she's a very huge fan of Pokémon especially cute Pokémon and the character Dawn from Pokémon Diamond and Pearl which she finds one of her favorite games as well as the earlier Pokémon games
she tries her best to keep up with the latest Pokémon news and anime which is partly what got her into learning Japanese
She also really enjoys math of all subjects and solving math like problems and helping others with math she (now this would be a pain to write cause I suck at math)
Her other interests include kawaii and lolita outfits culture and also gothic stuff
She loves doing tarot cards with Ashley and Amber and the other girls at times and wants to get into being a relationship therapist helping other couples
Besides relationship therapy she also does twitch streaming as a vtuber playing video games such as Pokémon and other games she loves from Nintendo and other companies
she also does blogging about plushies, kawaii things and make up and of course videos about Pokémon
While she does miss her friends in New York she is happy to be in Narnia with Caspian and also Melbourne in Australia with the group
Although when Nicola did visit New York in 2013 she did get to see her friends there as well as some of her family
Her aura powers is the aura of love
with her powers being a bow and arrow simmar to cupid but paralyzes the enemy or hurts them
her transformation outfit would sort of look like a magical girl style like outfit with a bow and arrow (not like madoka's one) maybe a mix of this outfit that Susan wore in prince Caspian as that's what I sort of based her human look on lol
maybe a mix of cure moonlight as well with her transformation outfit as she is my fave of the purple precures to be honest lol
Up next we have a character that was given to me thanks to my friend Scotty
the angry fire raging gremlin
Ember Blade
Born June 16th 1997
Cis Female
She/Her
Pansexual
Atheist/Satanist
Now her backstory will either be told by Scotty to me when he wants too or I have to make it up from the top of my head but heres what I have in mind for the time being unless Scotty wants to make some edits I especially will need to make heavy edits as I don't want things being based of his real life stuff for privacy reasons
But from what I can think of at the top of my head for the time being Ember is Scotty's little twin sister the two went up to crazy chaotic things together as kids from secret missions out in the woods, to gang related work, and stealing stuff
it felt like it was just them against the world
Ember's rage at times especially in high school was very extreme and intense especially when she was only wanting to protect Scotty even though Scotty can protect himself he felt like Ember was getting too out of control and didn't know how to handle her emotions and extreme powers of flames this cause Scotty to put Ember in a cage which only just made Ember more angry and upset and at times lonely while Scotty was out doing his own thing
While he was dating Nicola at the time he brought up about Ember to the group and asked Nicola and the others to take care of her and maybe help her calm down as he felt he trusted the group to help her live a better and normal life compared to his
As soon as Ember was out of the cage her rage was out of control and intense while the others attempted to defend themselves with their aura powers
Ashley decided a different approach and got down to Ember's level and let out her hand reassuring Ember that everything is okay and that Scotty only brought her to them to help
Ember felt the only person she trusted and eventually got attached too as a friend was Ashley especially since Ember is the type to sense the vibes of a person especially from first impressions and felt she could be safe with Ashley
now Bozzar on the other hand she didn't always like and the two would bicker and argue a lot and Ember would think she is better at manipulation and messing with people better then Bozzar they would both have fights on who was better on certain things
so this kind of vibe but in a bickering rivalry way
She eventually ended up getting close to the group especially Ashley and Guy and found them good company to be around while at times she was angry at Nicola for how she handled things with Scotty in their relationship with him she ended up eventually liking Nicola now another relationship Nicola had on the other hand with someone she NEVER liked him and even to this day feels disgust about that person (Not saying who but for anonymity sake lets call him Kanji lol)
She use to live in Gippsland with Scotty but eventually moved to Melbourne with some room mates after living with Bozzar and Ashley for a while
although she did recently move back to Gippsland again with a friend lol
Her aura powers is the aura of the flame with fire coming out of hands and body using the power of the flames to attack and destroy her enemies even using a hidden blade on both her arms similar to the ones from assassin creed due to her skills of stealth
her transformation outfit would be like Kotroi's spirit outfit from Date A Live I think
as Kotori reminds me of Ember in a way as well as Shana from Shakugan no Shana (an anime I still need to watch lol)
and finally for the last of the main characters
The Broadway music lover
very shy but cynical kind precious bean who deserves all the love and protection
its the trans woman
Jane Vencil
Born 27th July 1987
Trans Female
She/Her
Pansexual/Bisexual
Celtic/Pagan Beliefs
Deals with depression, generalized anxiety and panic attacks
and some chronic health issues at times
Jane (back then known as Jimmy before transitioning in 2014) grew up with an abusive toxic father and her mother was dealing with chronic health issues so at times she would be in bed sick which partly was got Jane into cooking but also with a love for food and cooking in general
Her father didn't approve her cooking or any of her hobbies that weren't stuff like Australian football or more "manly" things While Jane did try football for a bit for her fathers sake and tried even getting into his music taste a bit
Deep down Jane was always more interested in things like cooking
dolls, mermaids like Disney's the little mermaid, Broadway musicals, theatre and ballet
In secret she would take ballet classes and even did theatre stuff after school to convince her father about her theatre interests she begged the teachers for masculine type roles just for the sake of her dad for an example in a school version of beauty and the beast she played the role of Gaston which took advantage of in a way lowkey making fun of her dad and his toxic masculinity
At one point she ran away from home due to being sick of her fathers abusive she felt awful leaving her mother behind but was in an intense emotional state and just wanted the pain to go away
This lead her to being homeless in Melbourne since every time she tried to stay at a friends house her father would eventually find her so she had no choice but to go in hiding with other homeless people
at one point she did stay at someone's house with a girl named Ali who Jane ended up falling in love with unfornately due to Ali being a manipulative piece of shit she hid to Jane about being a sex worker at a strip club which Jane made it feel like she was cheated on but when attempting to run away Ali ended up raping Jane and throwing her out this caused major trauma to Jane and making her trust issues with cis women worst as she had a bad trust issues with cis women at one point
At one point she ran away from home due to being sick of her fathers abusive she felt awful leaving her mother behind but was in an intense emotional state and just wanted the pain to go away
This lead her to being homeless in Melbourne since every time she tried to stay at a friends house her father would eventually find her so she had no choice but to go in hiding with other homeless people
at one point she did stay at someone's house with a girl named Ali who Jane ended up falling in love with unfornately due to Ali being a manipulative piece of shit she hid to Jane about being a sex worker at a strip club which Jane made it feel like she was cheated on but when attempting to run away Ali ended up raping Jane and throwing her out this caused major trauma to Jane and making her trust issues with cis women worst as she had a bad trust issues with cis women at one point
While out on the streets again after finding a public shower to use she found a lost white cat and named her Mio after Mio from K-On an anime she remembered a nerdy friend of hers showing once
She first met Tre out in the city on the floor in the city feeling shy and scared asking for food from Subway so Tre ended up helping her
She later on found Guy and the rest of the group and stayed with them for a while and tried getting herself back together and finding a place to live
She tried to secretly let her mother know where she was and that she was safe but eventually her dad found out but at that time due to alcohol poisoning her father ended up passing away
During the funeral Jane felt sick and disgusted by the fact people were acting like he was a good man knowing damn well about the abuse she got from him which got Guy to defend and help her out and snap at the family for her
Jane and Tre ended up as good friends while Jane was dating Guy for a bit when Guy ended the relationship with Jane for his own reasons Jane and Tre ended up together
Jane still tries to do what she can to take care of her mother and take her out to places although Jane ended up having her own health issues at times cause of the genes from her mother
Her hobbies and interests are
Broadway Musicals and Theatre
Cooking and being a chef
Playing rhythm games like DDR and OSU and Guitar Hero
Blogging and Writing as her way of expression and a safe space online
Films by Studio Ghibli and Disney
and enjoying also other games like Kingdom Hearts and Final Fantasy
She also loves dressing up
Regarding her transition part of things
She always knew deep down about being more a girl then a boy
ever since feeling more comfortable and beautiful in her mums wedding dress as a child and relating a lot to girl characters in stories in fiction
She would experiment more with cross dressing in 2011 to 2013 which was afraid Tre or the others wouldn't approve of but everyone understood especially when cosplaying at cons
Tre once even dressed up for her when doing a Mio and Ritsu cosplay together to make her feel less alone or did other silly dresses up to make her feel safe
This outfit for context
While at first she went with genderfluid in 2012/2013 she finally fully realized about her being a trans woman in 2014 which at first got her really scared and anxious that Tre wouldn't love her anymore she also felt scared of judgement due to major transphobia around her which made her feel suicidal after coming out officially as a trans woman while transphobia and other things still make her upset she still does what she can to be herself and be who she is and is grateful for her friends, family and Tre who still love her for who she is
Her aura powers is the aura of theatre with her powers being related to Broadway musicals and theatre related things
Her outfit is a gothic lolita type outfit that is white with music notes
Could imagine it being something like this
Now we get to some of the side characters or some characters that use to be main ones but became side ones later on
First up we got
Amber's best friend Tarni Rakali originally I was gonna name them Emily but I realized recently yeah nah I need to give them a more indigenous name and it sort of works as a gender netrual name as well
Born 24th July 1991
Non-Binary/Trans Male
They/Them
Queer
They are Amber's best friend that met Guy and the group online on youtube being a fan of Guy's videos and then talking to them on skype
Use to live up in Brisbane but just like Amber moved to Melbourne
At one point dated Damian but due to differences and issues at one point they lost the spark and now Tarni is in a polyamous relationship
but still takes care of their daughter Clara with Damian
Damian and Tarni are at least still good friends after Damian realizing and regretting how he was about things
Their interests include
Art
Drawing
Helping out and taking care of animals
Community type work
If any Aboriginal/Indigenous people feel unsure or have criticisms about the character please let me know and I am happy to make changes I would really appreciate the help as I don't want to come across as offensive or disrespectful to the culture heck even happy for a different name for them if need be
Alright might as well get to Damian next
Born May 28th 1991
Cis Male
He/Him
Bi-Sexual but kind of doesn't care for labels regarding his sexuality these days
Autistic
He started off as also a fan of Guy and his videos on youtube and also met him and the others online on skype as well as the youtube streams back in the day (people who used early youtube from 2007 to 2009 would remember those more as I said in Amber's bio)
He use to live in the UK but desperately wanted to move to Australia for multiple reasons especially due to a sort of rough home life mainly because of his older brother always getting into shit
His brother ended up getting killed though which caused Damian to be depressed
however he eventually moved to Sydney for a bit to do university relating to his interests in space and science Tarni also moved there from Brisbane to live with him for a bit
the two then eventually moved to Melbourne so Damian and Tarni can be closer to Amber and the group however when Tarni was coming out as non-binary Damian was struggling to understand it or felt it didn't make sense logically and biologically about non-binary genders which got him down the anti SJW rabbit hole for a while this eventually caused the two to break up but still at times both do what they can for their child Clara
overtime after proper research and long talks with other lgbt folks not to mention other cultures he deeply regretted the rabbit hole he went down on the anti SJW phase talked things out with Tarni and the two eventually became friends again still taking care of Clara
currently Damian lives with Tarni and their partners mainly due to the cheap shared rent and to not completely isolate himself though at times he does find things chaotic and overwhelming but at least he has his own room to do his music and other things
He did also did underground DJ stuff and techno type music at clubs in Melbourne and sometimes even back in the UK or other places with other fellow DJS and people he knew music wise and also did remixes of some of Guy's songs heck Guy even sang some songs for some of his music
Besides music his other interests include
Doctor Who
Space and science related things
Thomas The Tank Engine and public transport stuff though he tries to keep that lowkey cause he doesn't want to come off as the stereotypical autistic
The next two is from Guy and Tre's past mainly two of their friends they known since high school
Up first
Someone I kind of started basing off Panty from Panty and Stocking but eventually turned into her own character although she's not as bitchy or sleeps around as much like Panty did
Samthna Bailey
Born January 12th 1987
Cis Female
She/Her
Lesbian
She was a friend of Guy and Tre's from high school making sure certain people get off their backs especially Guys
She and Guy even dated for a bit at one point but then had interest in another person which caused Guy to feel really depressed you know dumb high school drama shit
the two at least stay friends especially after reuniting as adults when Guy regained his memories
and later on Samthna ended up not liking the guy she dated after guy or having any interest in men later on in her life
She loved the little things in life and creating and cherishing beautiful memories and moments in life and going to the beach in the summer
she was basically the part of the reason Guy chose not to give up on living and to remember the little things in life especially in photos
she enjoys road trips and going on camping and adventures which she even helped Guy, Tre and Matt out of their comfort zone with
She loves doing all types of photography and doing photography work since she was a child
She loves all types of music especially classical or post rock or alternative and pop
although she also loves some of the metal bands Matt show her especially ones with girls
She enjoys playing the violin and even considered it seriously but decided to do work and get into university doing photography work instead
She helps out on Guy's live concerts and even some of his music adding the violin to some of his songs to make it sound more powerful or orchestral at times or if it needs a vibe simmar to Hammock or The Corrs
The Corrs especially
Later on in life she offered to be a surrogate mother for Tre and Jane since for a long time she knew Tre wanted children
and in March 2nd 2020 so literally just before the pandemic or around the time covid lockdowns were happening in Melbourne (correct me if I'm wrong) Melody Vencil was born (lol covid baby Tre: Hey come on! its not like we knew at the time it happened DAMN IT TRE GET OUT OF MY BLOG Tre: I am in your head just as the rest of these lads are your the one trying to write a 4th wall break) *clears throat* anyway... sorry about that
and at times Samantha and her partner would visit Tre, Jane and Melody
Up next of Guy and Tre's friends
its metal punk but chill as fuck guy maybe even too chill at times for his own good but he means well
Matt Rivera
Born 1987 (birth date I haven't decided tbh but I'll get to that... eventually maybe make it the same birthday as a metal artist or something hit me up in the comments some ideas pls lol)
He/Him
Asexual Biromantic (so he doesn't mind a relationship but could care less about sex although still does it sometimes just as a ha ha funee activity or to let off steam but personally has no sexual attraction or could care less about sex as a whole and never understood any drama or issues relating to it or why its a big deal in life)
ADHD/Autism
He first met Guy in detention of all places as he noticed Guy's drawings and doodles while they had to do after school and lunch time work
and the two got to starting to talk about things and both opened up really quickly and both also bonded over both their hate for high school and some of the people there
He use to be a lot more angry or overwhelmed at people mainly or annoyed at certain things (the very rebellious hates authority type thing)
but more mellowed out as he got older
He usually just loves chilling out and relaxing listening to his metal music and tunes and watching music videos on rage or MTV and smoking weed
and enjoys playing bass mainly
he did try being in some metal bands or helped them out at times in Gippsland but either he didn't get along with certian people or the bands themselves broke up so he kind of decided to do his own thing and live a quiet chill life playing video games, listening to music and making his own stuff online
while he did live in Gippsland most of his life he eventually finally bothered moving to Melbourne and got into a relationship with someone he fell in love with who finally understood his non interest in sex and only romantic stuff while he does still enjoy it as a ha ha funee activity or let out steam its not something he feels is important or special in life or a desperation or need
He usually helps with playing the bass with Guy in concerts or adding it in Guy's music or adding screams to some songs or covers
besides one band he's in he actually really enjoys playing with Tre, Samantha and Guy although they all agreed being a band wouldn't fully work due to their own lives especially Tre and Samantha's but were happy to help with Guy's music or live concerts if they were able too
She first met Tre out in the city on the floor in the city feeling shy and scared asking for food from Subway so Tre ended up helping her
She later on found Guy and the rest of the group and stayed with them for a while and tried getting herself back together and finding a place to live
She tried to secretly let her mother know where she was and that she was safe but eventually her dad found out but at that time due to alcohol poisoning her father ended up passing away
During the funeral Jane felt sick and disgusted by the fact people were acting like he was a good man knowing damn well about the abuse she got from him which got Guy to defend and help her out and snap at the family for her
Jane and Tre ended up as good friends while Jane was dating Guy for a bit when Guy ended the relationship with Jane for his own reasons Jane and Tre ended up together
Jane still tries to do what she can to take care of her mother and take her out to places although Jane ended up having her own health issues at times cause of the genes from her mother
Her hobbies and interests are
Broadway Musicals and Theatre
Cooking and being a chef
Playing rhythm games like DDR and OSU and Guitar Hero
Blogging and Writing as her way of expression and a safe space online
Films by Studio Ghibli and Disney
and enjoying also other games like Kingdom Hearts and Final Fantasy
She also loves dressing up
Regarding her transition part of things
She always knew deep down about being more a girl then a boy
ever since feeling more comfortable and beautiful in her mums wedding dress as a child and relating a lot to girl characters in stories in fiction
She would experiment more with cross dressing in 2011 to 2013 which was afraid Tre or the others wouldn't approve of but everyone understood especially when cosplaying at cons
Tre once even dressed up for her when doing a Mio and Ritsu cosplay together to make her feel less alone or did other silly dresses up to make her feel safe
This outfit for context
While at first she went with genderfluid in 2012/2013 she finally fully realized about her being a trans woman in 2014 which at first got her really scared and anxious that Tre wouldn't love her anymore she also felt scared of judgement due to major transphobia around her which made her feel suicidal after coming out officially as a trans woman while transphobia and other things still make her upset she still does what she can to be herself and be who she is and is grateful for her friends, family and Tre who still love her for who she is
Her aura powers is the aura of theatre with her powers being related to Broadway musicals and theatre related things
Her outfit is a gothic lolita type outfit that is white with music notes
Could imagine it being something like this
Now we get to some of the side characters or some characters that use to be main ones but became side ones later on
First up we got
Amber's best friend Tarni Rakali originally I was gonna name them Emily but I realized recently yeah nah I need to give them a more indigenous name and it sort of works as a gender netrual name as well
Born 24th July 1991
Non-Binary/Trans Male
They/Them
Queer
They are Amber's best friend that met Guy and the group online on youtube being a fan of Guy's videos and then talking to them on skype
Use to live up in Brisbane but just like Amber moved to Melbourne
At one point dated Damian but due to differences and issues at one point they lost the spark and now Tarni is in a polyamous relationship
but still takes care of their daughter Clara with Damian
Damian and Tarni are at least still good friends after Damian realizing and regretting how he was about things
Their interests include
Art
Drawing
Helping out and taking care of animals
Community type work
If any Aboriginal/Indigenous people feel unsure or have criticisms about the character please let me know and I am happy to make changes I would really appreciate the help as I don't want to come across as offensive or disrespectful to the culture heck even happy for a different name for them if need be
Alright might as well get to Damian next
Cis Male
He/Him
Bi-Sexual but kind of doesn't care for labels regarding his sexuality these days
Autistic
He started off as also a fan of Guy and his videos on youtube and also met him and the others online on skype as well as the youtube streams back in the day (people who used early youtube from 2007 to 2009 would remember those more as I said in Amber's bio)
He use to live in the UK but desperately wanted to move to Australia for multiple reasons especially due to a sort of rough home life mainly because of his older brother always getting into shit
His brother ended up getting killed though which caused Damian to be depressed
however he eventually moved to Sydney for a bit to do university relating to his interests in space and science Tarni also moved there from Brisbane to live with him for a bit
the two then eventually moved to Melbourne so Damian and Tarni can be closer to Amber and the group however when Tarni was coming out as non-binary Damian was struggling to understand it or felt it didn't make sense logically and biologically about non-binary genders which got him down the anti SJW rabbit hole for a while this eventually caused the two to break up but still at times both do what they can for their child Clara
overtime after proper research and long talks with other lgbt folks not to mention other cultures he deeply regretted the rabbit hole he went down on the anti SJW phase talked things out with Tarni and the two eventually became friends again still taking care of Clara
currently Damian lives with Tarni and their partners mainly due to the cheap shared rent and to not completely isolate himself though at times he does find things chaotic and overwhelming but at least he has his own room to do his music and other things
He did also did underground DJ stuff and techno type music at clubs in Melbourne and sometimes even back in the UK or other places with other fellow DJS and people he knew music wise and also did remixes of some of Guy's songs heck Guy even sang some songs for some of his music
Besides music his other interests include
Doctor Who
Space and science related things
Thomas The Tank Engine and public transport stuff though he tries to keep that lowkey cause he doesn't want to come off as the stereotypical autistic
The next two is from Guy and Tre's past mainly two of their friends they known since high school
Up first
Someone I kind of started basing off Panty from Panty and Stocking but eventually turned into her own character although she's not as bitchy or sleeps around as much like Panty did
Samthna Bailey
Cis Female
She/Her
Lesbian
She was a friend of Guy and Tre's from high school making sure certain people get off their backs especially Guys
She and Guy even dated for a bit at one point but then had interest in another person which caused Guy to feel really depressed you know dumb high school drama shit
the two at least stay friends especially after reuniting as adults when Guy regained his memories
and later on Samthna ended up not liking the guy she dated after guy or having any interest in men later on in her life
She loved the little things in life and creating and cherishing beautiful memories and moments in life and going to the beach in the summer
she was basically the part of the reason Guy chose not to give up on living and to remember the little things in life especially in photos
she enjoys road trips and going on camping and adventures which she even helped Guy, Tre and Matt out of their comfort zone with
She loves doing all types of photography and doing photography work since she was a child
She loves all types of music especially classical or post rock or alternative and pop
although she also loves some of the metal bands Matt show her especially ones with girls
She enjoys playing the violin and even considered it seriously but decided to do work and get into university doing photography work instead
She helps out on Guy's live concerts and even some of his music adding the violin to some of his songs to make it sound more powerful or orchestral at times or if it needs a vibe simmar to Hammock or The Corrs
The Corrs especially
Later on in life she offered to be a surrogate mother for Tre and Jane since for a long time she knew Tre wanted children
and in March 2nd 2020 so literally just before the pandemic or around the time covid lockdowns were happening in Melbourne (correct me if I'm wrong) Melody Vencil was born (lol covid baby Tre: Hey come on! its not like we knew at the time it happened DAMN IT TRE GET OUT OF MY BLOG Tre: I am in your head just as the rest of these lads are your the one trying to write a 4th wall break) *clears throat* anyway... sorry about that
and at times Samantha and her partner would visit Tre, Jane and Melody
Up next of Guy and Tre's friends
its metal punk but chill as fuck guy maybe even too chill at times for his own good but he means well
Matt Rivera
Born 1987 (birth date I haven't decided tbh but I'll get to that... eventually maybe make it the same birthday as a metal artist or something hit me up in the comments some ideas pls lol)
He/Him
Asexual Biromantic (so he doesn't mind a relationship but could care less about sex although still does it sometimes just as a ha ha funee activity or to let off steam but personally has no sexual attraction or could care less about sex as a whole and never understood any drama or issues relating to it or why its a big deal in life)
ADHD/Autism
He first met Guy in detention of all places as he noticed Guy's drawings and doodles while they had to do after school and lunch time work
and the two got to starting to talk about things and both opened up really quickly and both also bonded over both their hate for high school and some of the people there
He use to be a lot more angry or overwhelmed at people mainly or annoyed at certain things (the very rebellious hates authority type thing)
but more mellowed out as he got older
He usually just loves chilling out and relaxing listening to his metal music and tunes and watching music videos on rage or MTV and smoking weed
and enjoys playing bass mainly
he did try being in some metal bands or helped them out at times in Gippsland but either he didn't get along with certian people or the bands themselves broke up so he kind of decided to do his own thing and live a quiet chill life playing video games, listening to music and making his own stuff online
while he did live in Gippsland most of his life he eventually finally bothered moving to Melbourne and got into a relationship with someone he fell in love with who finally understood his non interest in sex and only romantic stuff while he does still enjoy it as a ha ha funee activity or let out steam its not something he feels is important or special in life or a desperation or need
He usually helps with playing the bass with Guy in concerts or adding it in Guy's music or adding screams to some songs or covers
besides one band he's in he actually really enjoys playing with Tre, Samantha and Guy although they all agreed being a band wouldn't fully work due to their own lives especially Tre and Samantha's but were happy to help with Guy's music or live concerts if they were able too
Besides metal and punk being his big interests especially the punk metal lifestyle
He enjoys gaming
creating and making music and noise
doing some protests sometimes when he's bothered cause of very left leaning morals and values
and just enjoying vibing and living life especially with his current partner
Up next we got someone who use to be a main character from 2007 to 2010
but now is a side character this one I based off one of my fave characters from the chronicles of narnia
Lucy Taylor Pevensie
Born either 1995 or 1999 (debating whether to make her the same age as me or 8 years old like Tails)
Her backstory and character is simmar to Lucy from The Chronicles of Narnia with a mix of being likes Tails from Sonic The Hedgehog
Cis Female
She/Her
Straight
Someone filled with hope and optimism and never gives up and cares and wants to heal others with the fireflower bottle she got from Narnia
She use to be one of the king and queens of old from Narnia until heading back home with Nicola and the others (this was back when I use to call myself the "narnia girl" we don't talk about that I was defiantly a dumb kid back then lmao)
She mainly stayed for a while with the group due to her friendship with Guy
Shadow, Caspian and Fiona
after 2010 and The Voyage Of The Dawn Treader she decided to live her own life in the UK focusing on school there
as she got older she did traveling and blogging and went to exploring to so many different places even at times went to visit the group when she visited Melbourne
Up next of the side characters we have
Lilly Quinlan
Born June 9th 1997
She/Her
Straight
She was a fan of Guy's who Guy met in the hospital when Guy was offered to visit her the two became good friends and decided to talk online at times
She was in the hospital a lot due to health issues with her chest and lungs but after some major operations she would finally slowly live a normal life in high school although still at times would get seriously sick or do school work at home
due to a childhood of mainly being in the hospital growing up
she does age regression to cope with stress as well as giving herself the normal childhood she wish she had not in the hospital
She went through love and heartbreak with a few different partners one she even visited South Korea with but the two ended on bad terms
She decided to go to university to do early childcare education and work simmar to Tre and even helps and assists Tre at times as she loved working and taking care of children
Her stress and issues about sickness did get the best of her however during the covid pandemic and angry at others for not taking it seriously due to her own health issues to this day she still wears a face mask when needed in public as well as Jane who still does the same to this day
Her interests besides childcare work
is kpop music and one direction
anime and animation stuff in general
arts and crafts
and sometimes drawing
Second last
is the character who ends up being the guide to the tales of love and darkness group and their aura powers
its
Lillandill aka Ramdau's Daughter based of The Chronicles of Narnia
Who was first on the Voyage of Dawn Treader Film of the Tales of Love and Darkness Films but then is seen again in the 2015 film Tales Of Love and Darkness The Sky Full Of Stars
She/Her
Simmlar to the story of narnia she starts out as a guide to the group on the voyage of the dawn treader
and later on in 2015
she senses some trouble with Caspian in battle and helps give an update to his aura powers with her aura and spirit of the stars and the night sky
she acts as a sort of guide to the group and helps them in aid when need be or when certian things can be done or cannot be done
she also helps out a ghost/spirit she found in Gippsland who turned out to be Bozzar's ex partner in the 2016 film of The Tales of Love and Darkness The Heavens Blessing
Laura Celeste
Died in 2006
She/Her
Christian
She was Bozzar's high school partner who Bozzar/Thomas actually wanted a life and make a commit with
however due to her illness and sickness she would at times feel unwell and would need medication
one time in school her medication got stolen and had trouble finding it
and who the thief was
which caused to feel really unwell and end up passing away in the hospital which caused Bozzar in a major depression and even thinking of death and suicide
Bozzar later on found out it was another ex partners of his named Emily and her friends that stole the medication but at the time didn't realize how bad Laura's illness was
Emily tried to make redemption with Bozzar however Laura's parents in 2011/2012 eventually told Bozzar the truth who stole the medication one of Bozzar's friends especially never liked Emily
this caused Bozzar to go mentally insane and snapping at Emily wishing to kill her which caused Bozzar to go into the mental hospital for a good couple of months and help manage his mental health better although despite Emily already dealt with prison and the consequences of her and the groups actions Bozzar still refuses to be friends with Emily ever again
The Heaven's Blessing Film takes place in 2016 10 years after Laura's passing where Bozzar visited Gippsland to see Laura's parents who Bozzar is still great friends with
When visiting Laura's grave and putting away flowers
some ghosts and monsters tried to show up bothering Bozzar as he got into his aura form to attack against the monsters
Ashley then eventually showed up in her aura form helping out Bozzar after Ember noticed Bozzar was in trouble and teleported Ashley to Gippsland
After a fight with the monsters as Bozzar walked back to Laura's parents house
Ashley then hears a sound a music box like sound
and a familiar song sounding like this
As Ashley could sense ghosts and demons after all and believes they are real
She realises the ghost was Bozzar's ex lover Laura and was shocked seeing her
Laura seemed surprise noticing that Ashley can see her and saw Laura holding the flowers Bozzar put on her grave
Laura really wanted to talk to Bozzar again and tell him how shes still watching and wanting to take care of him
so she and Ashley decided an idea where Laura possessed Ashley's body (Laura as a ghost wasn't a minor anymore by that point she was an adult so don't worry on that part) although to Bozzar Ashley acted a little strange and thought she was acting a bit too much like Laura for attention or something odd due to her 10 year anniversary death
it wasn't until Ashley put on glasses simmar to Laura's and said certain memories or things Bozzar mentioned that he realized it was her possessing Ashley's body however the possession didn't last long and made Laura feel unwell and sick despite being a ghost it turns out her possessing a human body would make her still feel sick or unwell just like in her living life
Lillandil noticed this as decided to give Laura a bit of her star powers which caused Laura to grow angel wings and become part of the stars simmar to Lillandil and no longer a wandering lost ghost
in the climax of the film
Bozzar was fighting against a dark souls like monster telling him how weak he truly was and a coward he is deep down
Laura prayed and begged for something in her power to work since she was still new to her powers so Bozzar can stay alive and not die
She then passed on a power to Bozzar with the power and aura of the stars from Lillandil and her own stories and imagination from her living life
and gave Bozzar a temporary aura power up as a knight with a sword and powers to due with with the stars
kind of similar to this design from Dark Souls
This helped Bozzar defeat the boss as Laura finally feels at peace not only knowing Bozzar isn't dead and wants him to keep on living
but still keeps watch of him as his own guide of sorts similar to Lillandil
Both Lillandil and Laura at times would help out the group aura powers wise during fights if need be or if they feel lost
Laura also helps mainly other lost wandering ghosts and helps them find peace with of course some help from Ashley at times
and well thats pretty much it for all the main and side characters
but for last its time to talk about my story in The Tales of Love and Darkness
and show the mood board I made based off me lol
I am 100% scrapping me calling myself Kelly like Kelly from Australian Idol as that was fucking stupid lmao
so its just my birthname Nicola
but later on Dewain in the sequel series with the kids and in the pandemic diaries film in 2020
She/Her (2007 to 2015)
They/Them (2015 to 2021)
He/They (2021 to current)
Fae/Xe (Pronouns when in the fairy aura form)
Autistic
Queer
Satanist/Pagan
My backstory is basically and aspects of the story based on my real life but most likely if ever public heavily edited regarding real people maybe
I started as the first one getting my aura powers in 2014 after dealing with some monsters after a few days of tafe
(although it more started with something Scotty made up with me in 2015 but I'm changing it up a bit lol)
as Scotty noticed I had the aura powers similar to his aura the aura of the dragon and helped me and the others a bit about our aura powers before Ember took over
My Aura form and transformation is The Aura of the Fairy
where I use sparks and attacks like the fae with a magical girl like weapon similar to Sailor Moon or Precure
and magical like powers with fairy wings
outfits would range from dresses to later on a mix of gender netrual like clothing
Overall
These characters are basically family to me
and have been there for me through my best and worst times of my life
I know deep down their not real and just fictional characters obviously
but deep down I wish they were real or become real in a way in the future not in an ai slop way and if they were to ever become ai I rather it in an ethnical way or similar to the vtuber Neuro Sama just.. minus her chaotic shenagains lmao
and as I said I were to ever to make these stories public a lot would be heavily edited for some peoples privacy and my own safety and so it doesn't become Sonichu 2.0 cause yeah... fuck that noise
For the time being
I am happy for my characters to interact with mainly close friends and people I trust I am comfortable with or up to crazy shenagains in the upcoming game Tomodachi Life Living The Dream
If anyone has any constructive criticisms or feedback feel free to let me know in the comments
or if anyone is interested in turning this into its own story or show or whatever else I would appreciate and love the help to bring my story and characters to life someway in another before I die it would be a dream come true to see them live on in one way or another after my one day passing
for now heres a playlist I've been making on youtube music of music that reminded me of me and my characters over the years
Tales Of Love and Darkness Greatest Hits
To end this blog I just wanna say as much as the movie IF was a silly kids movie to me it was something I hold a soft spot for due to aspect of imaginary friends and their stories and how they helped me through my life
Although for some reason as a kid I felt iffy on Fosters Home for Imaginary Friends
I do wonder if there's others out there like me who still has imaginary friends and use my own voice to talk as them and made stories like this even now
but who knows all I know is it is a part of me that will be there forever and refuse to let go
and I know there will be people to judge or misunderstand this but that's on them and I don't need them in my life
I think I'm just glad I am at a point in my life where I feel at peace writing and expressing this huge part of me in this blog
if it was me years ago I would of hidden them away due to fear of being told "their not real" or the pressure to let them go
which was a fear at one point in 2011/2012 and does play a huge role in the story
but obviously I didn't and still never want too
and that even if its all inside my mind it will always be a part of me and how it helped me through all walks of life even now
and nothing and no one can ever take that away and the joys and cries
and love and darkness
these characters and their world brought me
Its partly why I made this song of all things its main theme song since 2007 thanks to hearing it on the Son Of The Mask credits (the movie sucks ass but the song is good even if I only JUST realised it might be a jeebus song but I don't give a shit I see it as a song about me and my imaginary friends/ocs)
Thats all for now
Later my dudes
"Life
It sails down the ocean
It can swallow the hills of love
But you don't have to see to know
Time
It can fly with the wind, I
Imagine the world above
And it's all inside your mind"
